Vitamin 'N' time

I want a smoke oh-so desperately. Made worse by the fact that its Friday and my nicotine urges kick in especially on Fridays. Even worse , the fact that I won't be smoking for the next 3 days , coz I'm headed home.... And here I am thinking of schemes to get a puff before heading home. Perhaps at the airport - nah, too risky, what if there's someone who knows me? Now? Where ? No time, lots of work to do, can't go for a quick walk..

I go through phases with cigarettes. There are times when I do without them for weeks, even months on end. And then there are days , when I wake up and immediately eagerly await that Ultra Mild at the end of the day. When I'm smoking, I can tell myself , Oh I don't really need this, I can give it up ANYTIME. This is just to distract me from more serious stuff, time pass...' And I do convince myself.

And through all these phases, I never hesitate to point out to my friends that they're smoking way,way too much and that they shouldn't be so dependant on a cigarette ...

Aaaaaaaaaaah, aaaaaaaaaah aaaaaaaaaaaaaah